my unrest issue

quick update on my inability to rest in the Lord.
for some time now my peace has been thro the house being cleaned up, and i would stop at nothing to get it done, even at the expense of being verbally abusive to my husband.
God in his mercy offered to me "peace that passeth understanding" in exchange for my way of obtaining peace. what an exchange! each time i feel myself jumping on the "i need peace", "i gotta have the house clean" bandwagon, God points me to the prince of peace and what He suffered, and suddenly the undone dishes and the dog hair on the floor and the dirty bathroom don't seem so bad. i haven't gotten it right everytime, but He's made provisions for that as well and its never to late to say I'm sorry, and do the right thing the next time.