thank you

i am working thro a realization this morning about God and how he works thro people.
God works thro our weaknesses, i think everyone can agree on that. its not supernatural for us to display talents and things we acquired naturally or easily. it just smells of Gods work when things occur within us that go against the very grain of our comfort levels, or ability's.
i try my very best to look good to people around me, put my best foot forward in a sense, which quite possibly eliminates the supernatural from occurring within me. people are not stupid. they smell the bullshit. its only the aroma of God moving supernaturally that can truly comfort the afflicted and heal the sick and bring redemption to the lost. Jesus, cover my sins with your blood. i submit my body to you, to work and move thro. i will probably have to do this tomorrow again, and the day after that and the day after that. thank you for your patience with me and your willingness and desire to be merciful to me day after day. but not only merciful.
papa, you really are so loving and compassionate and gentle but strong. you are so more than enough for me. you are everything i can imagine a father might be to his daughter. i feel like i cant go wrong in your eyes. no matter what i do you still love and desire me, which is comforting to the point that i cannot explain. thank you Jesus, thank you Jesus, thank you thank you thank you Jesus.