angry

i am blindsided this afternoon with a bout of anger. i mean rage. i am having to keep myself from punching things. i can't remember feeling this angry ever in my life.
the day until now has been fine. weather is wonderful. good report when my boss showed up. my husband is falling in love with the Lord in kansas city. things are just on the verge of changing into something which i know will be very pleasing to me. i am going dancin tonight.
but boom, out of nowhere., ANGER. i mean the kind that hurts my stomach.