big decision made

went dancin with my boys tonight. i had a good time. they got me on a scary ride at a fair too. i thought i might die on it, but i wasnt at all scared of that. i just thought "i might die" and then i thought ......"so what". i relaxed and proceeded to laugh and scream the rest of the ride. it was great. i felt like a kid tonight, and decided i'm not growing up.